If one day, you called my phone and phone is off…

Don’t be sad, don’t get hurt, don’t miss me and moreover … don’t remind yourself that you had me before..

If one day, your phone is no longer ring often…

Please don’t wait.. don’t try to find me.. because I don’t want to leave you with heavy heart…

If one day, there’s no longer ‘me’ who’s always stubbornly said that he’s always right..
Who’s yell at you and angry at you… put his feelings over you…

Asking you “I want to be on phone longer” while you sleepy…
Asking you to tell me “I love you” and “Give me a kiss” before hang up…

If that ‘me’ is no longer with you anymore…
Will you be broken… ?

If one day, there’s no longer ‘me’ who’s pathetically texting you asking “When will you be home sweetheart?” “Where are you?”…
Try calling your home phone because I got blocked after a fight…

Taking every words with aggressiveness and very sensitive over little things…
Very jealous…

If that ‘me’ is no longer with you anymore…
Will you be broken… ?

If that ‘me’ is no longer in your daily life anymore…
Take notes of everything I have been bad to you…
Take notes of everything I said when I was down, crushed, hapless and frustrated…

Please remember…
We are on the same planet…
We are under the same sky…
We are stepping on the same earth…
We are inhaling the same air…

You told me before… that if I am no longer with you anymore, you couldn’t think of what would happen to you…

I understood.. I was so bad.. I shouldn’t step into your life.. I shouldn’t try to live in your life…

I should have love you, miss you, watching you without knowing anything of me..

You said there will be countless man who could be better than me… but I could swear that I never think of betray you, hangout with girls behind you.. I just simple couldn’t think of anything else but you… because I seriously think of you as my life, my beloved and my wife…