I can’t even begin to explain the way my heart broke when I looked at you and realized I don’t make you laugh anymore. Your silence at dinner reminded me that I had lost you. When I asked if you still loved me the same, and got the answer I did, I shattered. I broke. I cried. How can you stop loving somebody who gave you everything? I tried so hard to get you back, even though we were still together. The person you were to me at the end of our relationship was someone I had never met before. I loved you unconditionally. I did everything for you. I held you when you cried, took care of you when you were sick, and was there for you when nobody else was. It was great, and all of the sudden you stopped trying – stopped loving. I know I can’t even get mad at you. How can I get mad at somebody who just doesn’t love me anymore? It is not your fault. But what is your fault is staying with me even though you knew you didn’t love me. Had I not asked you the question, we would still be together. I know in the end I will be okay, but the pain I am feeling now is unbearable. I do not wish this pain upon anybody.
If only you could understand my pain.