I always thought of you as the girl I would spend the rest of my life with. I tried to bring you all the happiness in the world and all the love anyone could give another human being. I tried and tried for you.. But you just kept breaking and breaking my heart.
I became so attached to you that I gave up on my own family because you wanted me too. Got into bad habits all because you played with my heart and started turning me into someone I really wasn’t.
I wish I told you that even after all that you were still the one I loved so much and would of done anything to keep you as my girl.
Than finding out you had sex with a boy and didn’t tell me for several months was the most heartbreaking thing anybody would have to go thru.. I didn’t trust you after that. And that’s when I lost myself.
I want to tell you that I still loved you after you did it. And while you were doing “it” I was loving and thinking of you..
It’s been a year now since I last said I love you.. Doesn’t even seem true anymore. You weren’t the mistake in the relationship, I was.. For thinking you could love me as much as I loved you. I’m sorry for wasting your life.
I miss you Alicia, I’ll miss you tomorrow, I’ll love you for the rest of my days.
Farewell my princess.