First of all, thank you.
After a few years of being made feel like I always needed to improve for you. Like I was NEVER good enough, even when I’d try. I finally see all of it for what it was, BULLSHIT. I should never have had to change myself for someone to love me. Never. It’s only after all of your bullshit and going to talk to a therapist that I can finally see what an amazing person i am, and you just fucked it all up. And for what? Her..? Makes me laugh to be honest. We both know she’s not gonna stick around.
You can tell yourself you won’t regret it all you like. She’s gonna rip your heart to shreds, and when she does, and you realize the mistake you’ve made you’ll only have yourself to blame because I ain’t comin’ back.
I know the kind of person i deserve now, and it’s certainly not you.
I deserve someone who doesn’t make me feel like i’m constantly walking on eggshells, like i’m worthless, second best. I deserve a DECENT human being, who sees life for what it is, an adventure, taking everyday as it comes and not stressing over the small stuff. Someone who doesn’t need to pretend to be a good person, they just are.
So thank you for the lesson, and good luck finding someone who’ll put up with your bullshit outlook on life.

P.S. Tell your friend I’m flattered by the way, but no thanks. 😉

Your stronger, happier, and quite frankly relieved Ex.