Dear I, It has been 2 years and I still wake up every morning to check my email, just to see if your mail is there or not, knowing that it will not be there , knowing that I blew up everything, I still check it.
Yes our relationship was short and it was long distance relationship and I was afraid because I was only 17 and fell into love for the first time and with none other than a girl who is thousands of miles away from me.
You loved me truly and I was silly that I couldn’t see that love. I was fool to let you go and after letting you go, I now regret that decision .
I still miss you and I want to be with you but youth would have moved on and will not care about my letter , but I just wanted to get this off my chest. I never wanted to hurt u and I still love you…..