I know I could’ve been a better man but then again nobody is perfect and to expect me to be perfect was a reach on your part. In response to your statement that I wasn’t romantic enough, its pretty hard to be romantic when almost every time I tried you took that as a sign of weakness and pushed me away. That said the past is in the past and these menial matters are no concern of mine anymore so I let them all go tonight. I’m sorry for any failures I might have had and I forgive you for everything you’ve done that has hurt me over time as well.

So with that said I wish you the best, it was truly a phenomenal year I spent with you. You can expect me grow from the year of experiences I had with you. What you will NOT see me do is hang my head low and question my self worth. I will not cease to live, I will not stop smiling, and I will most certainly not stop searching for love on account of one failed relationship. It was great while it lasted but that year I spent with you will not shape how I approach the rest of this crazy road known as life. I don’t wish any ill on you but likewise I do not need your memory to hold on. So cheers to you Sydney, it was fun while it lasted but we both knew us continuing to date wasn’t gonna work.