I don’t really know how to begin, but if you are reading this then I want you to know everything and I have a lot to say so make sure you have enough time to sit down and read this. You are my one true love that might sound funny because we dated for a short amount, at a time where we didn’t even know what we were doing. Call me a coward or a compulsive lair but you’re special. There’s this one memory that I have of you that was such a small and unrecognized thing, we were laying down looking into each other’s eyes and that moment of happiness I still think about to this day. I can remember exactly what I was thinking I would plan out our future as if I already knew it was going to happen. I find it crazy that 3 years later I can look back and think to myself how much I care about you. I may never see you ever again but I want to tell you that everything we’ve been through and all the lies, bullshit, and excuses I made the truth is you are exactly the kind of person I would be lucky to marry. I must of said that a thousand times and now it’s probably meaningless but thank you. You can say I’m stuck living in the past or that I haven’t given up or forgotten about you. You are as close to perfect as I ever could as for. Everything happens for a reason and maybe it’s best that it all turned out this way. Hopefully you can read this and understand that your not an obsession of mine, in many ways as simple as it could be put you are the girl that got away. The one who no matter how hard I try to forget is always there in the back of my head. This is in no way an apology or a desperate attempt to get you back but a way for me to tell you this because I don’t want to regret anything. To the moon and back.