Dear Josh,
It’s been almost 3 and a half months since I last saw you. The emptiness of your presence of you not being here with me is almost tangible. Your scent lingering on my clothing leaves me wishing you were really here to hug me rather than my skin tight clothing wrapped round me , firmly with the sweet smell of your aftershave. Oh how I miss the sweet touch of your lips on my forehead as you would lift me up by my legs letting me cling onto your body as you cradle me in your arms like I was your baby.
Your probably wondering why I’m writing this letter and well the truth is , is that I know you will never reply to me via message or text or even write back to me which leaves me with just my imagination making me dream about the smile which I miss so much grow bigger as you read this letter making me believe and accept that If you and me not being together makes you happy so be it.
You will always have a place in my heart and we were both so very lucky to have eachother. Outr bond was unbreakabke and we both loved eachother dearly but maybe I did more…
I love you baby boy
Sincerely your muffin