Well Dan, to say I cared about you is an understatement. If we are being completely honest, in our break up, I never got to tell you how I felt exactly, or even got to say my defense. It just happened so quickly.. One and a half weeks ago you broke up with me. I can’t help but think how much you really mean to me. People tell me all the time that I could do better. But what if I don’t want better? What if you are my better? Because if you are all I’d ever get I’d be the happiest girl in the world.. You told me we are too young to know what love is, we are just “young and stupid..” But I loved you, I might not have fell in love with you, but I most definitely loved you. I don’t think age matters if we are being honest.. Yes, I’m 15 years old. But I can honestly say I loved and cared about you more then ever. Hell, I still love you. I still care about you, nothing is ever going to change that.. 6 months of my life I spent with you. It was all ended due to some stupid buttface that I thought I could trust. I say one thing and he screenshotted it and sent it to you. I trusted him. But the trust I have for you is nothing compared to it. I trusted you with my life, I still do.. I told you thinks I never told anybody.. I really just miss you. I miss us. I miss it all. I loved every little small thing about you.. Your laugh, your smile, your eyes, your voice, your scent, your personality, and the way when I’d start shivering you’d instantly wrap yourself around me. I miss it so much.. I want to hug you again, I want to bury my face is your chest and I want you to play with my hair again. Jesus Dan… I miss you more then you will ever know. You made me so happy and yes being the selfish brat I am, I complained.. But if I could take it back… I would instantly. Its one of the biggest things I regret. I’ll forever love you. And when I said I loved you more… I meant it. So, thank you for being my first love, and showing me that its okay to be happy with yourself. I really really love you, and I always will..