I thought I was getting better and it hit me hard yesterday again.

I still love you and still hurt so much. 3 years later I still cannot fall in love with anyone else. I start to wonder if that will ever change. I start to wonder if I am becoming crazy. I wish I could erase you from my memory. Erase the intense and lover moments that we once shared before everything got out of hand. Erase the times where you would make me dance on your feet, we would look at each other and I would feel like being in heaven. Erase the time you ran back to me to kiss me after an evening we spent in a park talking, when we had already broken up for a while. O, you were my everything and I still don’t understand why you were so cruel to me.