Its been about 3 years since we first met… Were a getting closer to the day we first said we love each other, and till this day I do. I wish we would’ve met now, you were the right person on the wrong time, even tho I don’t ever regret being with you at that time. You were my all, I would’ve done anything for you… But you left me. You left me leaving me with lots of love to give… You left me with questions I still don’t know the answer to, letters I keep with me, and the hope to talk yo you again. The sad thing wasn’t that you left, it wasn’t that you treated me bad.. The sad thing was that even tho all that happened, I still knew I would choose you all over again. Let me make this clear, with you I had the happiest times in my life, you made me feel complete, you made me feel happy, you made me feel like the only man in the world. I have seen you with other guys and it hurt like hell, you have seen me with other girls and I know it hurt you as well.. I know what its like hugging someone actually wishing it was you, I know what its like not being able to look another girl in her eyes cause I knew I was lying. But here I am today, not letting the same mistake happen over and over again, I want you and I want us.. I’ll honestly say you are all I want. I’ve lived without you, and i certainly can live without you, but i want you to be there when i complete my goals and make me want to be a better person, and I want to be there as well for you, to be able to look at you in your eyes and say “I knew you could do it”. Its undeniable what we feel for each other, we know we are exactly what we want for each other and I know this would be a correct time to be together, in the prime of our lives to help each other grind our way to success and grow together. You will never know how much you mean to me, but just know this, regardless of what happens you will always be my princess, and i will always love you..
02/11/13