Dear Her name

That night I never wanted it to be a kiss goodbye but only a kiss goodnight. I’m writing this letter in no attempt to convince or to try to change your mind but to simply express my peace. I know and understand it is a decision you’ve made on your own and followed what feels right in your heart.

I think about you and my behaviour that night and my regret. I know it is my fault you are not here.I think about tomorrow where you’ll be and the day after that as well.

I never meant to cause any pain or hurt, especially to someone I care for deeply. I didn’t want to be another bad story you would tell. I only wished to make you smile and happy, the same way you made me feel with you. I hope and wish for you to never experience any pain or hurt again.

All I have in my life is my word, I can only promise you I am the man you started to fall for. I know I will continue to make mistakes in life but I can only recognize them to learn and grow to ensure they do not happen again.

I hoped one day I would be able to show you and your closest friends and loved ones the man I truly am. I know I have much more love and happiness to share.

I am not sure when you will receive this letter but I am travelling to (don’t want to disclose) to a meditation retreat. I hope to gain the tools to keep an open and clear mind. I know that I can better myself as well as being able to share it with others.

Although I have not seen your smile for sometime it is still engraved in my mind. Words cannot describe the excitement and love you radiate with your smile, you truly are a hoot. I hope no matter what happens between us you can find it in your heart to not resent or regret me. No matter where we end up I will always have a special place in my heart for you. All I truly want is for you to be happy, you’ll always have a friend in me.

We don’t meet people by coincidence, they are meant to cross our paths for a reason. I believe the universe put us In front of each other so that we can both learn and grow.

Everyone has a story, I wished to have been able to learn more about yours and to have shared mine, as well as to have been able to create new ones with you.

Love always

My name