Dear Jose,

When i first met you i thought it was fate. I happen to look up and there you were. You looked at me like how every woman wanted to to be looked at. You took me out on a date we spoke for hours we connected. It was the first time i felt free in life. It was you who reminded me what it was like to live and love again. You led me believe that i can put those walls down that i worked all these years to build to protect my heart from. I let you in not only my life but my kids life. You told me you were different you showed me different.. We both were in love everyday spent together the nights we held eachother etc etc.. Until we were 9months in and i found out i was pregnant. You begged me to abort the baby and i refused. We began to argue more and more i couldnt make sense as to why the sudden change i no longer knew the man in front of me i was sleeping with a complete.stranger. i thought how could this man i love a man who was brought up in church a man with morals be so cruel? Than it made sense you were living two different lives. The reason behind it all was another woman. She begged you to make me abort or she would kill herself. How selfish could you two be to want to kill an innocent life a life you helped create. Two months pregnant i stood before you and had to go to the er for i was miscarrying our child. I cried and cried for life i held inside was gone. And all.you.could.do was be non sympathic you kept reminding me how much you hated me and how much you didnt want this baby because of her and you texted her the whole time for what you two prayed on became a reality a reality that killed me and you two rejoiced in. Shame on you for.you are the devil himself. Im writing this to free myself because ive thought many of times to go to your house to seek answers and ask why. But the only way to heal from this tragedy is to forgive you in my heart and move on for KARMA will come and get you both. You reap what you sow!! Wish you two the best in life and i pray she will never have to endure the pain i went through with losing a baby. Funny thing is though this is.something that she will never let go and.constantly remind you of it so while im here living a happy life you two will never be happy together no.matter how hard you try. Take care.