Two months on I look back and see the pit I am slowly climbing out of. Everyone says time heals all wounds, it will be ok in time, you will look back on this and laugh………. What good is that to me when I am searching for answers to why this happened. I broke up with you in a discussion that turned into a fight, I realised I made a mistake and we talked about getting back together the next day. I still believe that we would not of broken up if we had the talk the next day when we would of been calm.
My question is why did you never think about giving us a second chance…. From the moment we broke you seemed up for talking it out and working on us, since then you shut me out with “I don’t have time” or “Give me space” finally after three weeks you told me it was over and to move on. I am slowly climbing out of the pit of darkness and still wonder what would of happened had we at least discussed all our issues that were affecting us. You never gave us a chance, you never gave us the time…. for that I can never understand.
As the days move on it hurts to see my love fading, I am at a point now where I want to move on, I want to accept that we are finished and never getting back together. What could of been between us will be never be seen, never talked about. I wish you well in your life and hope the same for me. This is my goodbye to us and what we had. I loved you with all my heart and life. I honestly thought you were the one.