It’s been 4 years and I hope you know I still think of you..I hope you know that I never stopped thinking of you.. I hope you know that I think of times when we were younger then when we met again briefly as adults.. I hope you know that I never got over being shy around you and was never able to show you my whole self.. I hope you know that I totally held back myself from so many things I wanted to show you when we were together intimately.. I hope you know I get jealous even though I have no right too.. I hope you know I m happy with my life and wouldn’t change a thing. Although you cross my mind I like leaving it where it is.. I hope you know I m glad your happy and I wish you well.. I hope you know I will always care..although you upset me when you didn’t respond when I asked you if you wanted to meet my son.. I guess you meant something to me that I didn’t mean to you..