Two years ago, I cried of happiness when you told me you loved me back. Here I am now. Crying and wailing of despair because you broke my heart. How dare you love him more…I cared for you. I’m sorry my mental illness is took over. But I really did care. I loved you more than anything in the world. Now that you’re so deathly in love with him, I’m left here. In the worst time of my live. My best friend has gone. I don’t know if she’s dead or alive. I love her. No more than you. But you my priority. I tried so hard. Now you’re with someone you can’t have. I hate you and I love you. I’m not over you even though you’re well over me. Oh god.
Oh God why?!