Dear Oliver,

I wish I told you how much you where hurting me. I wish I told you how much I would have done for you. I wish you wanted me the way I wanted you. But a simple ‘wish’ wasn’t the answer.

I don’t need to wish it, because you saw the pain you put me through. I didn’t need to tell you how much I would have done for you, because I already did everything.

I proved how much I cared and I damn right deserved respect and attention from you. That’s all I ever wanted.

But, thank you. Thank you for making me wish for more, thank you for breaking my heart and thank you for making me hold my guard up. Thank you for making me weak, yet strong.

Thank you for helping me make sure I never make the same mistake again.
All the best, see you around.