My life without you is weird, even though it has been almost 2 years that we broke up. In those 2 years I saw you 4 times a week (because we went to church together, my dad was the pastor, his dad was a deacon). It has been hard getting over you. Honestly, I’m still trying to. We were jerks to each other, we fought all the time but doesn’t that happen in every relationship? You were my first true love, my first kiss, and my first true best friend. You were so simply the love of my life. One fight and everything crumbled. It seemed so easy to call it off. It was so hard for me, it is still hard for me. Neither of us have had relationships since. We’ve both grown into mature 18-19 year olds and we should move on. I don’t know why it’s so hard to. You were my best friend, I could tell you anything. But in the end we both knew it was over. You were in my life for 5 years, crazy to believe huh? You’ll always have a special place in my heart and I will cherish you forever. You taught me so much, from playing guitar to who my true friends were. I love you so much you’ll never know. My wish for you is that you find a beautiful girl to make your heart joyful and your soul peaceful. I hope she drives you more insane than I did because that’s true love. You’re an amazing guy and I’ll love you forever. To the moon.

Sincerely,

Your ex.