Hey My Solider….. Wait I can’t call you that anymore.

I can’t stop thinking of all the stuff we used to talk about or how you would Skype me when you were with your Army buddies just to show them that I was yours. I can’t stop thinking about how broken you sounded when you called me and told me that MoJo had gotten ran over. I can’t wipe the look on your face out of my mind when you were diagnosed with depression. You told me you’d love me till your last breath and beyond that but that was a lie. Two months away from being together for three years and you start cheating. What happened? Was it something I did? Was it something I didn’t do? I used to move Heaven just to talk to for an hour before you had to go back on duty. Yet you still cheated. You still broke my heart. You lied to my face. You stabbed me in the back. You took every ounce of love I had given you a through it all away from some girl back in your hometown. She probably doesn’t know half the stuff I do. I hope you are happy because thanks to you I won’t be for a while. I hate to admit it anyone even to myself but I still love you. I will always love you. You were the first guy I truly loved. I wish you and the bitch the best but I hope she knows one thing once a cheater always a cheater.

Thanks to your decisions I am no longer willing to or able to move Heaven so I will just have to raise a little Hell.