I miss you so much. I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t believe we are over. I am hoping you change your mind but then I feel weak for thinking that. I am replaying all our time together and how happy you were and how much you loved me. I am still in shock that you ended it. I love you so much and can’t stop crying. I hope this is a blip from you smoking too much weed and you come to your senses.

I don’t even recognise who you are at the minute as you are so cold. How can you change from loving me one day to not the next? We are married and can’t give that up. I know I am strong and will get thru this but I don’t want to. I want you.