Dear Brandon,
I really don’t know how to start. My heart is broken and that is obvious to a few select people. I hide behind my face of makeup at school because I don’t want people seeing me as weak. Everyone who asks how I am, I respond with” I’m great,” because if I don’t I will start crying. My friends think I’m okay because I say I’m better off without you and if I don’t they will start giving me reasons on how I should get over you including sleeping with other guys and going to parties, but I don’t want to do that. I want you and everything involving you. I know I can’t change the way you feel, but I wish I could. You were my best friend and I’m losing you as the one person I can talk too. You said you’d always be there for me, but I feel you’re more distant than ever. I don’t want to move on, but I do. I can’t imagine myself dating for a long time and I’m gonna be even more hurt when you start a new relationship no matter how long of a time period. I love you and will always love you no matter what. I’m so stuck on what to do, I thought I wanted this, but no I didn’t. I wanted us to last forever but forever wasn’t clearly in your definition. 9 months isn’t that long to most people, but it was for me. 9 months of fighting for each other and making sure nothing went wrong. I miss you. I miss us. Come back
Love, Taunie