You don’t have to read this now. I know you wanted to get away so I don’t want to ruin your time, but I do have to get things off my chest, because I care about you after all, and I love you a lot as a person, regardless of everything that has happened. So please take everything I say with a grain of salt, and don’t take anything to heart. If there is anything I learned from this relationship, is that I learned who you are on the inside, and because of it, I do not blame you for some of the things you did that caused to hurt me, I blame your past. You are a gorgeous girl that is broken on the inside. You have so much pain inside of you that you do not realize how your actions affect the close ones around you, because you are so caught up trying to escape reality and chasing something that you don’t even know what it is, but in hopes that it will make your pain go away. You do admit your issues and your problems, which is a great thing. But you are not willing to put the effort to work on yourself, and therefore you resort to the easy route, which eventually results in the same vicious cycle. To be honest with you, when I started to get to know you, I started developing a passion to fix this in you because I cared so much and I still do. As a boyfriend, you didn’t allow me to, and I am already now accepting of the fact that we will not be together. But as a human, a person, and my personal love towards you, I still have this passion to fix this broken piece in you. So I ask you to allow me the chance to fix this in you as a friend. I cannot walk away knowing that I saw this broken piece in someone that I cared for, and didn’t do anything about it. I will forever regret not trying. Let me show you who Prince really is, without expecting anything in return. You can not keep on like this, it will hurt you down the line, and you will be depressed. There is a reason why your mom is in the place she is in today. Which is lack of fulfilment. It will take some lowering your own ego at times to make this work for yourself, but it’s okay, you have to believe it will, and I promise you that you will thank me later just the same way I took the chance to go to church with you and it felt so good that I thanked you for it. So please understand, this is not me trying to get my way back in to your life as a boyfriend. I am fully accepting of the idea that we can be friends, and great ones too. You can tell me anything, and I can do the same. I don’t want to lose you as a person. You are too sweet and too kind, you just need to heal; and I bet my life on it that you will. I promise. Let me know when you’re back. I love you.
I won’t give up on you, you’re human.