Dear, that guy from Tinder

As I write this letter in hopes that one day it’ll catch your eyes, I’m referring to you as that guy from Tinder because that’s all that we will ever be. This is to guy that gave me hope in love, when I needed it most, yet let me down. Before I met you I was broken, but I healed and found myself again. Finding someone on a dating site was never my idea of a “happy ending”, however, with you everything felt different.

There had been so many guys that wanted my number the week we matched on Tinder and I gave them my number, so the day that we met up for margaritas I had no idea who I was meeting up with. It was almost like a blind date. You weren’t my type of guy; I wasn’t physically attracted to you when we met… I honestly wanted to just end the night, but, my friend told me to give you a chance and so I did. Sometimes I wish I wouldn’t have listen, and taken you up on going to the movies, but I did. I remember how nervous you were at the movies, you grabbed my hand and held it all through the movies and I could feel you watching me at times from the corners of your eyes, I knew then you meant well. I felt happy after our date was over. I felt like there was hope for me to finally meet the right person at the right time. I think we spent almost a whole month seeing one another every other day. I honestly felt like I was ready for a new beginning and I was ready to go back into the dating pool and when you came into the picture I thought you were an angel that god sent and I finally found the one. As crazy as it sounds, or as crazy as I sound, you made me so happy to the point

I think we spent almost a whole month seeing one another every other day. I honestly felt like I was ready for a new beginning and I was ready to go back into the dating pool and when you came into the picture I thought you were an angel that god sent and I finally found the one. As crazy as it sounds, or as crazy as I sound, you made me so happy to the point were I forgot my ex. Mind you, my ex would text me every day, along with the list of guys who wanted me, but for you I cut them off because I wanted to get to know you better. After being single for 2 years, not including dating around, I was excited to bring you around my friends and family because I felt like you were going to be someone meaningful in my life and you were… You reminded me of why I never give guys the time of day and how independent I am. I never really needed a guy, after my break up with my ex I realized who I was, what I want in life, and where I want to be in life, and you refreshed my mind. Thank you for the laughs, for the cuddles, for the food, and for the false hopes. Thank you for proving to me that you aren’t shit, that you aren’t man enough, that you are a liar. Once upon a time you said you would never lie to me, and you did. Maybe it was me who pushed you away, or maybe it was you who never wanted anything serious. However, the reality is, you don’t break people because you’re unsure of your feelings. You kept me around for the sake of company; I opened up and let you in. Maybe I wasn’t your type, I don’t know, and I guess I never will know because you never gave me closure. We were fine one minute and the next you were finding any excuse in order to let me go. Well, here’s a cheer for letting me go. I now realized more than ever what I deserve and

We were fine one minute and the next you were finding any excuse in order to let me go. Well, here’s a cheer for letting me go. I now realized more than ever what I deserve and its not you. Its not the guy who talks himself up on a date, not the guy who talks about his ex-wife all the time, not the guy who sets high standards for his dream girl, yet, has no goals in life, not the guy who says sex doesn’t matter, but, made me give in our third date, and most importantly I realized that somewhere on this planet there is a guy who will realize my beauty from inside and out. I know my worth and I know how hard I love, and when I meet the right guy I know how much he’ll appreciate me. I know he’ll never make me feel lower then what I am, and I know that he’ll never lie to me. I’m sorry that I couldn’t live up to your expectations, but I wish you nothing but the best.

Sincerely, that girl from tinder.