Hello!

Hope you’re good. I know the decision I made is not easy for neither of us. Trust me, is me the one that suffers the most. But I wanted to tell you something. Since the beginning, I was always honest with you. Even I told you that I had a relationship with someone else the day we met. But you said you wanted to take the risk. And I do it too. You gave me so many special moments. You show me this beautiful city from another perspective. You show me your culture, your traditions, many stuff. I show you mine. I told you my dreams and my ambitions. Also many things no one knows about myself. I show you my heart. But you keep secrets from me. The one that demanded me to be HONEST wasn’t HONEST to me. That simple thing broke my heart. But all of this you know it. But this is what you don’t know.

You had a chance. You had a chance and you blew it. I know I had many stuff to work out, and I was thinking about everything. But you, you “needed” me to make a decision. And expect me to do it quickly. You expect me to do everything like that. Your zero patience to me makes me wonder if this was right. And then, the secrets. I never ask you about stuff from the past because you didn’t like it. That was suspicious. But you keep telling me that “every time we get more closer, I told you some secrets about myself”. Guess what? This is not a game. And you weren’t being HONEST with me at all.

At the end, I choose myself. And if I had to do it again… I will. At the end of the day, my heart was never yours. Deep down I knew. My heart is broken because I do care about you. I wish all the best in the world to you, because you deserve it. You are a good man. Farewell dear. Thank you for every memory that I have with you. I wish you find the woman you can be completely HONEST to tell her your secrets.

Farewell my friend!