Dear, my forever ago

As I write this letter, I finally realized that I am no longer in love with you. After 4 years together and two as “friends”, I have finally realized I am FREE. Although, you gave me some of the worse days of my life, you also gave me some of the best days. Being cheated on multiple times was never my idea of a perfect relationship, but, I stayed because “I loved you” and wanted to work it out. After, catching you in the act, I knew then all bridges needed to be burned between us. You moved on, and gave the girl you cheated on me with everything I ever wanted from you, while you watched the one person who cared about you hurt. While you were away at basic, I would cry myself to sleep every night in hopes of receiving a sorry letter from you, but, in fact, 3-months flew by and nothing. I stayed with you through all your bullshit, watched you love another female and give her everything I ever asked, and although it hurt me deep inside I was a friend to you, because I didn’t want to lose our bond. After you proposed to the girl of your dreams and she said, “no”, you then realized karma is a bitch. The satisfaction I felt in knowing that someone hurt you as bad as you hurt me was my revenge. Being single two years has had its ups and downs, but, I can honestly say I found myself and I’m doing better then ever. I’ll be graduating from college in the spring, have two good paying jobs, and planning to relocate to the sunshine state. Now that you see that I am finally happy and doing good you want to work things out… But I am so over the point of considering working things out, simply because I am happy with someone else. I fear telling you the truth because I don’t have the hear to break you like you broke me. But you’re no longer that someone that I want to spend my life with, he is… He stole my heart, and I know it kills you deep down knowing you let a good girl go. I may not be perfect, but, I know my worth and it is not you. You may have changed your ways and are a different person now, but, the damage is done and I will never, ever, ever, ever, take you back. I’ll always love you and hold a place for you in my heart, but, I will never let you back in. Numerous times you would tell me, “I love you, but I’m not in love with you”, we’ll you see now, I love you, but I’m not in love with you… Thank you for letting me explore myself, because I found an amazing guy. I wish nothing but the best for you, and hope that you find your wife, because it’s not me.

Sincerely, that girl you mistreated