Hello,

I just wanted to let you know that it is a daily struggle to be without you. I know that you are not good for me and that you have already moved on but I can’t get you out of my head. We fought too much and hurt each other constantly. When I found out you cheated on me my love and respect for you slowly started to go away. I still care about you but I can’t ever respect or trust you again. It still hurts when I breathe, move, wake up, or look at my phone to see if you called. There will be no contact for a while if I can help it. You were not good for me, you made me feel like I was not enough. I will always be grateful for the good times we had together because there were so many. The bad times started to outweigh the good ones and you never seemed to want to grow up. You neglected your kids and responsibility’s and blamed everyone else for your mistake. I know I am better off without you but I am heartsick over things we tired to build and didn’t succeed to finish. When I give my heart I give it completely and I felt like for the last year we had become closer. When you slept with that girl and then lied to me about it I knew that you were what I feared the most, a liar and a cheat. You crushed my heart. You will no have any power over me anymore. I will be stronger for this and find someone that is worthy of me. I will not let you make me bitter towards all men. I will not let you make me feel guilty anymore for not being enough. I cannot be your whole world and cover up for you and your mistakes anymore. I hope that you become a better son to your mother and not take advantage of her anymore. I hope you become a better parent to your kids because they deserve the best of you not the worst. And finally I hope you get over your battle with drugs and alcohol. I have always believed that you are a good person down deep. You have so much potential I hope you see it. Stop fucking up your life. Get some help cause you won’t get it from anyone unless you try to find it in yourself. Goodbye.