I’m afraid

I’m afraid

I’m afraid

LTME-postDear Tyler,

You left me with out saying good bye. I need to be honest with you and I need you to be honest with me.

I still remember the days you were here with me. I would give anything to sleep next to you for one more night, to lay my head on your chest and listen to you heartbeat while you wrap your arms around me. I wish we could pretend for one night things weren’t fucked up and you where still mine.
We were so happy I didnt think it would ever end not like this, you promised me forever. But now you’re gone and you left me here all by myself in the time when I need you the most. You have forgotten about me but Im still here holding on to our memories.

How could you just leave us? leave me for someone else? you didnt even try to work things out or talk to me. You didn’t even try for our son. She will never love you as much as I do. She doesn’t know you like I do. You have made a terrible mistake for leaving us, one day you will regret it.

I have tried to convince myself I don’t want you anymore. I just can’t let go of you.

Tyler come back..come back to me. I would rather share one life time with you than face all the years of this lifetime alone. I can’t lose you forever, being together with you is all I can see. We can be a family again.

Tyler I still love you, not just now but always.

I’m afraid, I know I will find someone in the future but im afraid I’m not going to love someone as much as I love you…


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