Dearest Dave,
I’ve finally found the courage to let you go, it may have took me a long time but i did. I know you don’t need to know but i’ll say it anyway,I was hurt, because I didn’t think everything we had can mean so little to you now. I’m not doing this because I lost you, I’m doing this because i’m trying to save myself from more damages. I loved you with all my heart and i was happy being with you. And now that i’m starting a new life without you, i’m still a bit afraid, but i know i can do this. I wish you will find someone who makes you happy more than i did.
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Why do we do this to ourselves & each other? What’s sad is I don’t know how I can get in touch with you for I don’t have any of your details. I can’t roll up announced or uninvited? Imagine in my confusion I wasn’t wanted. That would upset both of us? If this were the case. You do make me happy. All the love in me was real. It has been from the beginning. I wear my heart on my sleeve. Its been hard on me too. I had much hope & faith that we’d be together again. Yes I was wrong in overcoming my fear by myself. I didn’t want to let you down or hurt you emotionally more than I did. Your last sentence….I love you. My best friend, my better half, my everything. I hope you i inspired you as much as you did for me. If only you messaged or even better called me…? I will always want the best for you as I meant when I said to you “I’ve never felt so loved by a woman who acts likes a Queen not a princess. Regal in who she is & beautiful mind body soul & most of all Queen of) HEART(S)
Love D