I regret what I did
I regret that I’m still crying, I regret that you’re not here anymore and the worst I regret that I hate me. I hate me because of all this, because of you.
You told me some things that I could never forget. You thought that I don’t care, because I’ve never told you I did.
Every time I see you and every time I think about you it gets harder and harder to stop myself from crying. Yes I did some things that I’m not proud of..
But I regret that I didn’t told you the reason I ended it and sadly you will never know it. My reason was pure but not for you.. How could you even think about talking with my bestie and becoming closer and closer.. you told her things that you never told me about and it’s still hurts..
But I’m so happy and in the same time so sad. I love seeing you smile and I adore your happiness but yet, it hurts so bad that you’re more happy with her than you’ve ever been with me..
And yes, I regret that I’ve never told you about this, but I was scared that you’ll choose her and that could break my heart even harder. So I choosed to run, and it was worse because you didn’t seem to care about it.
So if you ever read this I hope you know that you will always be my biggest love and regret and I will always love you even though you won’t..