You broke my heart. But I knew you were starting to let go. I should have let you go sooner. I just wish that you would have had the guts to tell me sooner instead of letting me continue trying to make things work when you clearly didn’t want them to. I know that right now you’re abroad and you’re having an amazing time, and that you don’t want to go back to real life, and I reminded you of that, so thats why you cut it off. I just wish you would have loved me enough to try and make it work.
I know I said some hurtful things to you. 4 am drunk texts don’t show my best sides. And I know it was wrong, immature and just spiteful of me to try and get back at you for hurting me. I wish I could take those things I said back. You showed me how to grow, how to be a better person, and I just want you to know that I will always love you for that.
I hope life will treat you well. I hope that you will figure out what you do really want in life.
Until then, have fun