I wish I told you this

I wish I told you this

I wish I told you this

Dear Habeeb,
During our relationship I never showed you the same amount of love you showed me, and I really apologize. I was going through a tough time and I was never showed love so I didn’t know how to show you love. I care about you so much. You were like a breath of fresh air. At the time I was drowning and you became my safe person. I know we broke up a lot, all for stupid reasons but in the end I still love you. I always will.

I remember our first kiss, April 16. I came home 2 hours late and lost my parents trust but that’s okay because I spent my time with you. It has been 2 years and I still love you the same. Nothing has changed, I know you’re going through tough times and I just want to help you because that’s the person I am. You never accept the help I try to give you and it hurts me to see someone I care so much about going through such a hard time. I would do anything to take the pain off you, even if it meant that I got the pain.

I know it seems that I’m obsessed with you but really I just care about you and you don’t seem to realize it. Whenever I try reach out you always leave without an explanation. It gets me really confused at times, you tell me that you love me but you end up leaving for the smallest reasons. If only you saw how much I care about you. You’re my special person, but I’m not yours.

You were my first love and I will never forget about you. I secretly think that you’re my soulmate. We bonded with each other at the beginning so much but lost our sparkle. Everyone asks why I still fight for our relationship but it’s because I saw sparks. You were my home. You will always be my home. Love you to the moon and back. 🙂
From, Bea


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