Dear Bala,

I wish I had the strength to come clean and tell you that I had feelings for you. I made it hard on you by coming too strong even as a friend. I sure wish things hadn’t gone that way. But it did.

Now, I just have one wish. I just want you to be happy. It doesn’t matter what that means. I believe all this happened so that I can feel this way towards you. I don’t feel heart broken. I don’t feel sad. I just feel an overwhelming urge to see you happy – with no conditions attached. If it means that someone will take care of you the way I would, then I will welcome it without any second thought. I shall still go out of my way to see you happy – only now I am not seeking your attention. Its just giving without taking anything.

I will pray for you every day – for Him to keep an eye out, for you to be happy. I am an agonist. I don’t remember praying for myself. So, this means I’m praying unselfishly. If there were a God, I’m sure he would hear such prayers.

I thank you. From the bottom of my heart. You showed me what it means to love someone without expecting anything back. The meaning of altruism. I never thought I had it in me. You made me see it.

I am grateful for you. May you stay blessed.

Cheers.