To you,
You will always be the most beautiful women in my eyes.
You will always be my shnukmz.
You will always be my first love.
You will always have and hold my heart.

Tonight we shed many tears together. We said things that needed to be done to get us on the right track in order for our lives to be successful. I will always remember our “first date” we went and got boba and drove up a hill to watch the cities lights. That was the start of something we can never forget. You came into my life fast and we moved very quickly into a relationship because of the situation of me moving. As days went on and time pulled us closer together, we had a bond that I’m glad I got to share with you. For the first year being in a long distance relationship we had to adjust not being able to see each other when we want. It was hard but we got through it, together. As time went on and feelings got stronger I was able to get the chance of coming back to you. I thought things would be perfect being able to see you whenever I wanted and vice versa. But I was wrong, we had plenty of hardships when I moved back, but faith had me believe that we would get through it. I was so glad we didn’t have to only talk through phone calls, seeing you through face timing and skype. We were finally able to hang out when we wanted to and our favorite thing, cuddle. But as time went on we fell through plenty of hardships. Ones that pushed us further and further away. We stopped loving like we used to, stop caring like we used to and most importantly stopped meeting each other halfway. I’m very thankful for being part of your life these past 2 years. You taught me so much. I know that this didn’t continue to be something great, but I’m glad for all the happy moments, sad moments, and everything else in between, because I finally learned what love was all about. And if you ever miss me or even doubt me caring, loving, or missing you just remember, “I will always and continue to love you to Pluto and back”

Goodbye my shnukmz,
Love JCC

P.S.
Love is patient and kind
love is not jealous or boastful
it is not arrogant or rude.
love does not insists in its own way.
it is not irritable or resentful
it does not rejoice at wrong but rejoices in the right
love bears all things, leaves all things,hopes all things and endure all things.