Dear INTJ,
I met you out of the blue and immediately knew you would be important to me. When I looked into your eyes it felt like I was home. I didn’t know a thing about you but I wanted to know more. You were a mystery to me. One of the best kinds. You are amazing!
I just wanted to apologize for how things ended up where they are now. The more time goes on, the more space we have from each other, and the more we are slowly becoming comfortable interacting again, the more I realize how badly I will always want you in my life. I still care so much for you and always will. I meant it when I said I love you. I just know that I’m not ready to be in a relationship or to be there for you the way you need me to. I can try but for now you will probably always be disappointed. Remember that one night I said if we were both still single in the future we should get married. You are the greatest enigma I’ve ever met and I would love to spend the rest of my life with you. You’re my best friend. I’m sorry I’m not ready for that now. I’m sorry I have so many commitment issues. I’m sorry the one before you destroyed me the way she hurt you. I’m sorry that pushed us away from each other. I do believe that the space between us will let us grow, mature, and have experiences we wouldn’t have had if we had stayed together. But I would never be able to forgive myself if there was ever a time where I would never see you again or if you never wanted to speak to me again. I know I’ve hurt you but I’m not sure if you know of the times I’ve been hurt by you – your inability to talk to me about what you are thinking and feeling caused me too much pain at the time – though I realize this is not your fault. I miss feeling close to you. I miss the good times we had because when things were good between us they were great.
I’m sorry for our last interaction together. I know I did more harm than good. But I also know how great it was to talk and laugh with you and be in your presence like that again. If I’m even a tiny bit close to being right I think you enjoyed it too. So please forgive me for the mess that is us. You deserve to be happy. Even if it’s a shot in the dark I will always try my best to be there for you, to encourage you, support you, and make you happy. I will always wish the very best for you.
Love ENFP
P.S. – Thank you for helping me fall in love again.
3 Comments
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You should tell her all this stuff before is too late, I wish my ex who hurt me and never apologized the way I wanted to and I still love him tell me all this things, just tell her
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WOW. Seriously tell this person this before it’s too late. We lead a life full of regrets-don’t let this be one of them. The worst they can do is walk away, and from personal experience, it feels better knowing you shared absolutely everything and they turned it down than to question whether if you had offered a little more they may have stuck around. You should listen to “Say” by John Mayer to work up the courage 🙂
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As my Blue eyes read & then read again multiple times, my lungs inhaling air deeper as my soul that has felt the very same as yours. Both us admitting what we both kept on the backburner, because of circumstances & timing which never stopped us being best friends. How I have always longinly wanted to kiss you, our reflections gazing into each others souls now connected. Where once both blinded by our own now walls. Will you dance with me? This dance called love. Take the lead I am, the pace I will go intrinsically with you. By feeling safe for our two beats now one, flowing effortlessly since the beginning. Only now together we have lite the pilot flame, as we gently add the fuel that is our love for each other. The eternal flame now alight. Eminating equally till what all will see & feel is a warmth that is close to perfect. The guiding light surrounding us so pure that the path that was two has become one. Infinite in distance for we can only to the horizon. Which is now. The present. Will you dance with me? Dancing together in holy unison my love on this journey we call life. Xo
PP
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