You will always be my baby, from afar. Thank you for humbling me by taking my self-worth about my looks, money, mentality, and worthiness of being a boyfriend or even a friend. I guess I have to face the worst enemy inside my best person to face my even worse enemy, myself. When I said I love you and took care of you, I swear yo my existence I was real and I did everything to meet your expectations. I honestly thought I rocked! I did things that were almost impossible. But my eyes are open and I saw a line of people who love me for who I am, including my current boyfriend. I am able to be loved by some people, as you said. I think my charm and beauty is real, even though I’m not the one who can walk the catwalk down a fashion show. I have my strength and still my skills and talents. I still possess what is mine, my self, and what I can do potentially. I hope you’re okay and really happy, enough to sustain the loss of me. I am filled with anger , disappointment, betrayal, and sadness but it never means I stop loving you. I do remember, who you are deep down and you’re trying to show the world your best I guess. I’m sorry I did not fit in within your requirements, because I’m more naturally cute and charming rather than a supermodel pinup. With all of my heart, I ask you if your become humble, talk to me truthfully and when I’m strong emotionally and financially, I will help you again as a true friend, only if you take responsibility for yourself and the pain you caused me. I’m just a human, but a worthy one with lot’s of experience of hard times to make me stronger. Chihauhua kisses