Hey, Baby! How have you been? Oh yes! Getting caught hooking up with your new victim. Oh that poor guy. He thinks he has stolen you from me.
Well, when he fails this year, he’ll know.
Coming back to us. I became my most vulnerable with you. I shared my heart and soul with you. And all you told me, were lies. Half truths. And fucking led ons. You made me believe that it was my fault. That I was the one who was responsible. That i screwed up. When in reality it was you who was literally screwing around. Fuck you. Fuck your holier than thou attitude. Fuck everything you’ve ever told me. Fuck your lies. Fuck every false memory i have.
Huh. What has become of me! I used to be such a kind man. I was willing to be blamed for everything you said and did. Youve brought out my demons. You’ve brought out the worst in me.
And I thank you for this. I really do. Because in those lonely nights, I found this new friend who I never trusted. This new friend who has always been with me. This new friend, ME!
But I can’t do this anymore. I can’t let this rage devour me. I will not let your and your new boyfriend’s often laughed upon, ‘We’ll ruin his life and take everything from him! ” plan to be successful.
I refuse to be the victim. I refuse to accept that you were extraordinarily good. I wish it wasn’t so. What I felt, was genuine. How i acted was real. Everything I did and said has led me up to this moment. Do I regret it?
Hell No.
Because you have taught me so so so so much.
I will win. I will survive. I won’t accept this as the end. I won’t give up.
Thank You for the life lessons. You made me stronger. But it’s time I let you go.
It’s time that I kill the past and come back to life.
I wish you well
Farewell.