Dear Ex, thank you for showing everyone who you really are. Thank you for proving me wrong.
I spent years holding a candle to your name, telling everyone how special you were, all while you spent everyday making me look “crazy”. You were once so special to me. Though I often ask myself how someone so awful could have meant the world at one point. I spent months wondering if things would be better if I were to leave, yet to scared to act on anything, all because of the fear I had of change.
But here I stand in one whole piece. I still have burns from the wrongs you made. I guess you cant force someone to care when they are too busy creating pointless problems in their own head.
I wanna say I wasted time, hours, years, days, but In all this madness, Ive found myself again.
I hope she was worth the mess you’ve made. I guess I was worth the mess once too?
I hope you love her the way nobody has ever been loved before, but I know I’m just lying to myself when I wish the best for her.
MAYBE I’m crazy for hoping the woman who tore a home apart with just a few sweet smiles the best days of her life, but maybe I’m just thankful she saved mine?
I met someone, you laughed of course. He has showed me wonders I have never been lucky enough to behold.
I am the queen to him, I always should have been to you.