Dear Ezri: I wish that i could have told you i’m sorry… i wish i could have told you i love you… i wish i could have said you were my everything… but i didn’t… because i was scared of life.. of what i was never capable of doing, i was scared of losing you forever. i’ve lost you twice…and now its too late to get you back. i’m still heartbroken from the first time. i still have your shirt, your bracelet, i still have our pics and your letter, i still have everything that you have ever given me. i cant let them go.. i cant let you go. i don’t want to. i love you so much ezri.. but you have moved on. i don’t know how to tell you that i’m sorry, i guess its too late again.. and i need to move on but i cant.. i need you in my life, i need you to understand how much i love you and how much i’m sorry. i don’t think you know how much i miss you. but i guess its over.. i’m sorry ezri…