I lied. Im sorry I lied to you, I really am. I’m not sure why I started lying to people about how you were treating me, and tried so hard to make you look like an asshole. I don’t know why I did it, or why I allowed my pride to keep me from you for so long. You were so good to me, you always made me smile. You always kept me on my toes, and made everyday loving you an adventure. I ruined that. I ruined the bubbly, joyous girl I was in school. I made myself into someone I wasn’t because it gave me the attention I could get after I did you wrong. I ruined my life because with you I had found my home. With you I could breath in a room full of smoke because you were my lifeline. So, I’m sorry it’s taken me four years, but I’m sorry.