Where would i possibly start from? i love you? i miss you? or i want you back?
It’s hard to say when i am the one who ended things. You stood by my side, told me everything was gonna be okay, helped me get through my darkest times and taught me how to open up, yet i left you without giving you any reason. that was cruel of me. I didn’t think about your feelings, I didn’t think about how hard it would be for you to let go All the memories we shared, all the laughter, the love, the pain, the tears ,the hugs, the goodbyes, we had.
How would i possibly have told you that i was scared and that my insecurities were drowning me daily and there were nothing you could do?
i wouldn’t have let you be with a mess that i am, the imperfect person with so many dark times…
i sincerely regret what i did to you and if i’d take it back i’d probably give my life.
I know you’re probably happy now, and you moved on completely, but just know that our beautiful story will remain in my head, in my heart and underneath my skin.
YOU ARE AND WILL ALWAYS BE MINE FIRST TRUE LOVE
i’ll never thank you enough for the love, friendship, advice and lessons you gave me.
I loved you then, i love you now and i’ll love you forever baby.