I don´t really know where to begin. I´ve told you so many times I want nothing to do with you anynore but you just won´t let go.You hurt me so many times, you betrayed me you selfish fool and now after all this time you want to come right back just by saying sorry and that you never stopped loving me? Please, we both know you never really loved me, you don´t even know what love is. You moved on, you have someone new to hug, kiss and betray and still you wanna come back.Well I´ve got news for you, I´ve got someone new in my life too and I´m willing to give him a chance to repair the damages.As much as it hurts e to let you go, as much as it hurts me to pretend I want nothing to do with you and as much as it hurts to say I don´t love you anymore I understand now that I have to move on. We can´t be in a cycle where nothing between us is official, where you just keep on hurting me and I still stand there bleeding my soul and still forgiving you. We´re only 20 years old and we got a lifetime ahead of us, my depression won´t let me stop missing you and my anxiety won´t stop wishing for your hands on my body and your lips on mine. WE NEED TO LET GO. But it hurts to know that I might love you even more now than two years ago when we were younger and incapable to realize you and I had no future together. I love you, but I have to let you go.
Sick and tired