Dear Haven, it’s be a long hard journey since the day we started talking, everything has been just amazing when your name or anything about you is mentioned, you bring light to the darkest parts of my life and the 6 months we were away from each other were the hardest for me, no one truly knows what love is until you can physically and mentally feel your own heart hurting, in those 6 months we both screwed up by sleeping with other people and I accepted it even though it was hard, and even though I’ve accepted it and got over it you have yet to do the same and all its doing is eating me alive, all I want to do in life is make and keep you happy, I literally love you with most love I can give, you’re where my happiness starts and what it ends with at the end of the day, it’s not even about the sex that makes me attached to you as more like the way you make me feel inside, you make the happiness I can be and I cannot thank you enough for that, thank you baby I love you so much, I have so much more to explain.