Dear S,
I gave you my all. I gave you everything I had to give and 8 months after we’ve been done I still can’t stop myself from thinking what I did wrong. I don’t know if you cheated or not but I just couldn’t take the chance to still be with you if you did. You moved on so quickly that it got me thinking that maybe I wasn’t that important to you. I haven’t dated since you. I can’t even let someone hold my hand without me wishing it was you. I still remember the times we laughed and the jokes we shared and sometimes it got me thinking that maybe we were meant for each other and I guess that’s what I’m holding onto. I pretend that I’m over you even when we meet but I can’t do that anymore so I’ve cut all ties with people we both knew. It sucks cause I don’t have any friends now basically. I pray to God daily that you come back to me but I’m slowly realizing that won’t happen. I will be fine I know this but I just wish that day to come sooner. I wish you a good life. I wish it was with me but that is clearly not going to happen.