It’s crazy huh? How two months ago, i was sitting in your truck with you, listening to our favorite song, and loving life more than i ever imagined. It’s even crazier, how i have a million friends, but, instead of talking to them, in writing a letter about you. So, that people i don’t know can read it. Maybe my heartbreak, will help someone else. Maybe, I can heal someone. By telling my story. So, here’s the craziness… You pursued me in every way possible for two years. and I didn’t want you. You weren’t going to give up. So I gave in. You made me love you. You held doors open for me. Told me I was beautiful every day. Treated me like a queen. And so, I started to love you. I let you come into my heart, and take it over. You became the most important thing in my life. I chose you over everything and everyone. You became my happiness. And, then just like that, i wasn’t your happiness anymore. That fast. YOU MADE ME LOVE YOU. Then decided you didn’t love me. Two years of work, for 6 months. crazy… huh? But, here’s what’s even crazier.. I don’t hate you. I don’t wish anything bad upon you. i love you. endlessly. i want you. More than i ever have before. My heart longs for you. But, i can’t tell anyone. I can’t tell you. Because i’m not what you want. I hope you find your happiness. I hope you one day realize what you did to me. But, most of all, i hope you come back to me.. Crazy.. huh?
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Dear babygirl,
I love you. I miss you. I want you back.
I need to grow. Not only for myself but to be a better person for/to you.
No love has been lost. No hate has been harvested.
I love you. Im sorry I put you through this. I hope we can make amends.
You are the love of my life. When i think of the word love… i only think of you. You are more than a friend. You are my lide. Idk how im going to get through moving without you. Idk how ill feel being so far apart. Especially when even now… i barely function. But i do. Because you showed me how to.
You have my heart. Not the navy or anything else for that matter… Just you.