It’s been a long time since we’ve talked. The shortest relationship I’ve ever been in, and yet the most intense, sad, and difficult one. Every day I have thought about you. I don’t know what else to say because my emotions and feelings towards you are greater than my words can comprehend. I’ve never loved like I have loved you. I am unable to reach out and contact you. I don’t know why you just disappeared out of my life completely.

I will never have closure. I was so emotionally drained by the end of our relationship, but I mustered up the ability to to renew my feelings and thoughts of you. You are worth so much to me as a person. I’ve never felt so at home knowing anyone.

I wish I wish I wish. I wish we at least could have ended up friends, or acquaintances.

I’d rather we never had made love than not have you in my life.

I’d rather you just be an acquaintance that I can laugh with and smile and say hello, rather than never see again.

I do not know how we have become enemies.

I do not know why we are nothing.

I miss your family. I miss your grandfather and his stories.

I miss you.