Hey C. I’ll just call you that. I really miss you. We dated for only 9 months, it may not seem like long but I had the time of my life. I still love you and I know our relationship was going downhill with all the fighting occurring before the breakup. I just can’t get you off my mind. I saw potential in us and I guess you didn’t. You broke up with me because you said you weren’t ready for a relationship, it wasn’t working, and there was just no spark. You try and avoid me and it’s so hard. I can’t even type your name. I want you to be mine again. I miss our little Friday night dates to Chick-Fil-A or occasionally somewhere very nice. I miss your goodnight and goodmorning texts. I miss your smile and how your eyes lit up at the thought of me. I miss our kisses and hugs and cuddling. I just miss you. I hope there is still a chance for us but I doubt there is. When you find someone else, I hope you two are happy but I don’t think she could love you as much as I do. I love you C.