Thank you. I am sorry that I didn’t say the word thank you at the moment we broke up. I am sorry for a lot of things that I cannot even say to you in person. I really missed the time that we spent together for these past 2 months. I treasured every second. Thank you, truly. You are a good person, I wish you the best. I wish you happiness. I wish that you would get accepted into your dream university and be a happy person there. Get along with everyone, be nice and try to be less judgemental of people. I missed you a lot, as a friend and a boyfriend. I know that you are very scared of your future and especially your military service… be strong. It is a calling of yours. 2 years will seems short if you do your best, it will be hard but you have to be strong. If you are going through hell, keep going. I am sorry that I wasn’t emotionally available the week of our break up, I didn’t get to say a lot of words to you. I am so sorry. I know that things are very hard for you at the moment. But we both know that we broke up not because we didn’t love each other anymore… it is because of the unfortunate timing and circumstances. I am currently having a really hard time, you probably know it already. I am writing this to just let this feelings out of my chest. I am tired of being so sad and having insomnia due to all of this. I wanted to be okay again. I wanted to live normally, I wanted to be sure of my life. I wanted to stop being mad and sad or having regrets. I wish you the best.
From your ex girlfriend,
-Mina