It’s been awhile since we last talked since I ended things with you. I just want to say that i am so sorry about how things ended between us and i wish the best for you. I wish it didn’t have to end like this. I still think about you and I still think about us. I wish I never had to do what I did. You hurt me so much and I forgave you because I love you. You promised me that you would never hurt me but you did. Why? You cheated on me when i wasn’t at school. I trusted you and I forgave you for that. But you did it again. I was so stupid to forgive you the second time. You told me that you loved me and that you wanted to be with me forever but it was a lies. You never cared about me the only reason why you had to was because you were with me and now that you’re not you think you can just hurt me all the time. You would tell me everyday that i am only yours and you are only mine but you went behind my back and kissed other girls and i had no idea until the day i ended things. I love you so much. The day i ended things with you was the hardest thing i had to do. It killed me when you told me all that shit. You called me a gold digger but I never once told you that i wanted you to get me things nor did i ever once told you to buy me things. I was with you for you and not for your money. You told me that you only called me beautiful because you were with me and that i was in fact ugly. You told me so much shit but the one thing that you told me that hurt me the most was when you told me to kill myself. Why would you say that to me? I could never forgive you for that. You hurt me so much you crushed my heart. I told myself that i would be okay but when really i wasn’t i cried myself to sleep for 5 weeks straight. I tried to throw away your things so that i could move forward with my life and be happy but i couldn’t. I have them in my closet. I would wear your sweaters all the time. I look at everything we’ve been through. I told you about my past relationships and how i didn’t want them to happen and you told me that you would never let me feel that pain no more but, you lied to me you made me feel so much pain. I wish i never met you. I wish that i didn’t have feelings so you can mess with them.
Anyways you moved on you got with my best friend as soon as we ended things.I just wish you wouldn’t do the same thing you did to me. It’s been a year and a couple of months.