I’m sorry I accused you of something that happened in the past. I meant it but I shouldn’t have said it. You’ve been hurting me a lot lately but in the end I realize I was hurting myself. You never wanted me and I knew that but when you would hold me it didn’t matter. Idk why I can’t move on when nothing really happened between us. I miss you but it’s not you it’s the idea of who I thought u were. Ig I’m typing this letter to say goodbye but in reality I’m still gonna wanna text you and I’m hoping this will give me some closure.