It has been almost 10 months now since you broke my heart but i just cant seem to stop loving you. I want you to know that i am hurting for what you have done. the pain you have caused really affected me. Seeing you breaks my heart knowing that you will never be mine again. i hate you for hurting me, but i hate me more for still loving you. whats worse is seeing you every part of the day because we end up being classmates. i fall apart every time you look at her; be with her. all I want is to know what went wrong. how did it end up this way. To you, it looked like we never mattered, like I never mattered. what sucks is that i have to go on with my life unanswered, having me wondering if everything was real. i wish i could be like you, happy.